I lost and it sucked. It helped that I really like Sarah as a person.
The worst thing is feeling that she was better than me. Much physically stronger and a crisp striker, right? I hope for a rematch one day, but I have to improve my skills.
Yes, I cried....one time. That time was when I got out of the shuttle bus at the hotel and was suddenly surrounded by a crowd of people, congratulating me and shaking my hand and telling me how well I did.
They were Sarah's Zuma people. They were so nice to me! I know they were happy because their girl beat me....but they were so nice and telling me that I had a nice fight even though they were rooting against me...and just...I cried. I was so touched.
Thank you. Thank you everybody who supported me, and us, and...I won't be like "I let you down" because I know I'm not going to lose any fans oevr this. I wish I had come out the victor, but you know. Stuff happens....like getting DROPPED ON YOUR HEAD...............
yeah. I had a lot of fun on this trip. I met a lot of people.
and But I still love MMA.
-- Roxanne Modaferri talks losing to Sarah Kaufman at Strikeforce Challengers.